Emerging Adults’ Lived Experiences of the Journey of Spiritual Identity Development by Corlia Buys This thesis is submitted in fulfilment of the requirements in respect of the PhD qualification in Psychology in the Department of Psychology of the Faculty of the Humanities at the University of the Free State, Bloemfontein Date of submission: November 2021 Supervisor: Prof. L. Naudé ii Declaration I, Corlia Buys, declare that the doctoral degree thesis that I herewith submit for the Doctoral Degree qualification in Psychology at the University of the Free State is my autonomous effort. I have not formerly presented this thesis for a qualification at another university. I, Corlia Buys, am aware that the copyright of this thesis is held by the University of the Free State. November 2021 Corlia Buys Date iii Permission to Submit Reference: Prof L. 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STEYL PATran (SATI) SATI REGISTRATION NUMBER: 1000219 v Acknowledgements I would like to express my heartfelt appreciation to the following persons:  My husband, Lourens, and my children: Hannes, Clari, Wilco, and Human. Thank you for loving me and encouraging me in fulfilling this dream.  My dear mothers, Kotie and Marie, thank you for your prayers.  My beloved family and wonderful friends, thank you for your support on this journey.  My supervisor, Prof Luzelle Naudé. I shall always be in wonder, thinking about your outstanding guidance. It was a wonderful honour to work with you.  The participants, who allowed me to walk along barefoot on their spiritual journey for a while.  Danie Steyl, for the language and technical editing.  Our Heavenly Father, the Light and Creator of our meaning. vi Abstract The aim of the study was to explore and describe emerging adults’ lived experiences of spiritual identity development in South Africa. To capture the active, intimate experience of the journey, the study focused on the processes involved in forming a spiritual identity. Developmental psychologists claim that emerging adulthood is the time in the life span (18-29 years) when decisions regarding beliefs and values are inevitable. During this developmental stage, the reconstruction of the past and imagination of the future provide individuals with a sense of the interwoven fibres of meaning. A conceptual framework for spiritual identity, consisting of three moral ethics (Shweder et al., 1997) were of vital importance. The ethic of autonomy, community, and divinity suggests a formulation of the unique ways in which people of various cultures and communities may form believes and values. The importance of a cultural-developmental approach (Jensen, 2008) alludes to the need for a study in the South African context, marked by both its diversity in terms of religions and cultures, and a strong emphasis on scriptural authority as a religious country. A South-African study on the identity-divinity link nested in the life stories of emerging adults shed light on the authentic experiences regarding autonomy, community, and divinity of South African emerging adults, especially against the background of the strong religiosity of the country. A qualitative research approach rooted in a phenomenological paradigm was undertaken, to explore the identity-divinity link in emerging adults in South Africa. An interpretative phenomenological approach enabled the researcher to search for the understanding of and aspects relating to the experiences of the participants. Seven emerging adults known to be dedicated spiritually were selected to participate: five white, one black, and one Indian. Data were collected by means of three interviews, using the life story interview and the two questions known for assessing moral views: “When you get toward the end of your life, what would you like to be able to say about your life, looking back on it?” and “What values or beliefs do you think are the most important to pass on to the next generation?” The narratives of the participants were analysed and interpreted by means of interpretative phenomenological analysis. The focus of the study was the distinct meaning and the significance of the experience of the spiritual journey for the specific participant. The interpretative approach required understanding of an experience from within. Nested in a distinctive semantic, cultural, and relational space, the participants’ relatedness to the world and the essential meaning as it was vii experienced, was important. Inductive interpretation processes were prioritised, and Shweder’s ethics of autonomy, community, and divinity served as sensitising concepts. With regard to the ethic of autonomy, it was found in this study that spiritual identity unfolds within the opportunity to voice a life story. Looking inside and narrating a life story is an individualistic act but also calls on the ethic of divinity as a spiritual identity emerges from the meaning making and the establishing of a narrative identity. During the process of forming a life story, a narrative identity develops. A question like “What are my beliefs” leads to the development of a religious or spiritual identity, which manifests “as a persistent sense of self that addresses ultimate questions about the nature, purpose, and meaning of life” (Kiesling et al., 2006). Secondly. it was also clear that spiritual identity grows while emerging adults become self-sufficient. The belief that self-sufficiency and independence should be reached before adult commitments (Arnett, 2015b) calls on the ethic of autonomy; however, in this study, this belief was accompanied by the ethic of divinity. Standing on their own feet and becoming self- sufficient were going along with the underlying reassurance of being dependent on God. Relying on God to help with decision making and becoming independent, these two aspects were interwoven. While they were becoming independent, living in a relationship of reliance and trust on a deity was typical of the emerging adults in this study. Thirdly, determination to find a work becomes an expression of spiritual identity nestled in a vocation. The underlying belief is that work and identity should complement each other (Arnett, 2015b). The ethic of autonomy is at the root of this belief. In this study, work, calling, and identity are inseparable. The participants explained who they were, how God had created them to be, and the work or occupation they would be doing, which would be in line with what God intended them to be doing. The ethic of divinity is the moral vein underlying this belief. Feenstra and Brouwer (2008) found that secure spiritual attachment and greater spiritual vitality and commitment were related to greater understanding of vocation. Lastly, during emerging adulthood, leisure and enjoyment can be an illustration of spiritual identity. The belief that self-focused fun and leisure are vital during this life stage (Arnett, 2015b) is underscored by the ethic of autonomy, which was true for most of the participants in the study. However, in this study, it was found that enjoyment and leisure are also part of how God is. He is joy, and a person experiences joy because of Him. The fruit of the Spirit of God is in a person, and it is becoming a person’s identity. viii With regard to the ethic of community, it was found in this study that 1) spiritual identity unfolds within a sense of belonging. During emerging adulthood, the importance of being embedded in a net of relationships becomes a profound realisation. The imprinting of spiritual identity in a relational world has the ethic of community and the ethic of divinity at its heart. Secondly, it was found that the finding of a soulmate can enhance spiritual identity development. The belief that the basis of marriage should be romantic love (Arnett, 2015b) can be informed by the ethic of autonomy or community, but for the participants in this study, marriage was also the covenant and safe space for dedicated worshipping and love for the Lord. Marriage is seen as a trio or triangle, where God is an important part of the covenant. The ethic of divinity is the moral vein underlying this belief. Thirdly starting a family expands spiritual identity development. Being a member of a little group and having commitments and obligations, responsibilities, and roles in a family call on the ethic of community (Shweder et al., 1997; Jensen, 2008), but experiencing the birth of a child as a gift and wonder from a deity calls on the ethic of divinity. Lastly, support and guidance on the journey enhance growth. The experience of the importance of relational connectedness calls on the ethic of community, but the search for existential meaning and the human potential dealing with ultimate purpose calls on the ethic of divinity. With regard to the ethic of divinity, it was found in this study that spiritual identity is imprinted while growing up. Emerging adults start living what they have been taught (Barry et al., 2018), especially as it was observed in this study with regard to spirituality – “when it comes to the presence of a relationship with a higher power that affects the way in which one operates in the world” (Zinnbauer & Pargament, 2005, p. 23). Secondly, suffering becomes meaningful within a spiritual identity. Personal growth in their life stories, difficult life experiences as being transformative, and the move from suffering to an enhanced state formed the redemptive script of their stories (McAdams et al., 2006). Thirdly, faithfulness, humbleness, and awe were part of the journey, and were initiated when they were confronted with major life events. Gutierrez and Park (2015) found that emerging adults’ belief in God remained stable and suggested that emerging adults refine their basic understanding of fundamental worldview constructions when they are confronted with major life events. Finally, purpose and meaning are the ultimate part of spiritual identity. Culver and Lundquist Denton (2017) also found that perceived closeness (attachment) to God was linked to the sense of life purpose in emerging adults. This study contributes to the literature on spiritual identity, especially with regard to the ethics of autonomy, community, and divinity. Rich contextual information regarding spiritual ix identity was provided. The ethics of autonomy, community, and divinity suggest a formulation of the unique ways in which people of various cultures and communities may form beliefs and values (Jensen, 2011; Shweder et al., 1997). The South African context is unique in terms of religiosity, and the identity-divinity link is prevalent in the spiritual identity journey of emerging adults. Keywords: emerging adulthood, divinity, spiritual identity, meaning making, South African emerging adults x Table of Contents  Declaration ................................................................................................................................. ii  Permission to Submit ................................................................................................................ iii  Statement by Language Editor .................................................................................................. iv  Acknowledgements .................................................................................................................... v  Abstract ..................................................................................................................................... vi  List of Tables ........................................................................................................................... xiv  List of Figures .......................................................................................................................... xv  Chapter 1: Context of the Study ................................................................................................. 1  1.1  Setting and Rationale of the Research Study ............................................................... 2  1.2  Theoretical Perspectives Underpinning the Study ....................................................... 4  1.3  Overview of Research Design and Methods ................................................................ 6  1.4  Delineation of Chapters ............................................................................................... 6  1.5  Chapter Summary ........................................................................................................ 7  Chapter 2: Theoretical Grounding of the Study ......................................................................... 8  2.1  A Developmental Perspective on the Third Decade of Life ........................................ 8  2.1.1  Understanding Emerging Adulthood .................................................................... 8  2.1.2  Becoming the Authors of their Lives .................................................................. 13  2.1.3  The Development of a Philosophy or Meaning in Life ...................................... 14  2.2  Identity ....................................................................................................................... 17  2.2.1  Understanding Identity ........................................................................................ 17  2.2.2  Theoretical Foundation of Identity ..................................................................... 18  2.2.3  Identity in the Third Decade of Life: Emerging Adulthood ............................... 24  2.3  Narrative Identity ....................................................................................................... 26  2.3.1  Understanding Narrative Identity........................................................................ 27  2.3.2  The Development of a Narrative Identity ........................................................... 28  xi 2.3.3  Key Concepts of a Narrative Identity ................................................................. 29  2.3.4  Narrative Identity in Third Decade of Life: Emerging Adulthood ..................... 33  2.4  Spiritual Identity ........................................................................................................ 34  2.4.1  Understanding Spiritual Identity ......................................................................... 34  2.4.2  Theories on Spiritual Identity ............................................................................. 39  2.4.3  Spiritual Identity in Third Decade of Life: Emerging Adulthood ...................... 44  2.4.4  The Ultimate Outcome of Spiritual Identity ....................................................... 48  2.5  Summary of Chapter .................................................................................................. 51  Chapter 3: Methodology ........................................................................................................... 53  3.1  Research Rationale, Aim and Questions .................................................................... 53  3.2  Paradigm, Approach and Design ............................................................................... 53  3.3  Research Participants and Sampling Procedures ....................................................... 58  3.4  Procedures of Data Collection ................................................................................... 59  3.5  Data Analysis ............................................................................................................. 63  3.6  Ethical Considerations ............................................................................................... 65  3.7  Issues of Trustworthiness ........................................................................................... 67  3.7.1  Credibility ........................................................................................................... 67  3.7.2  Transferability ..................................................................................................... 68  3.7.3  Dependability ...................................................................................................... 68  3.7.4  Confirmability ..................................................................................................... 69  3.7.5  Researcher Reflexivity ........................................................................................ 69  3.8  Chapter Summary ...................................................................................................... 71  Chapter 4: Results .................................................................................................................... 72  4.1  Individual Narratives .................................................................................................. 72  4.1.1  Elizabeth.............................................................................................................. 72  4.1.2  Matthew .............................................................................................................. 78  xii 4.1.3  Paul ..................................................................................................................... 83  4.1.4  Celia .................................................................................................................... 89  4.1.5  Annie ................................................................................................................... 94  4.1.6  David ................................................................................................................. 100  4.1.7  Kaleb ................................................................................................................. 105  4.2  Themes Emerged from the Cross-Case Analysis ..................................................... 110  4.2.1  Looking Within ................................................................................................. 111  4.2.2  Meaning Making Within Connectedness .......................................................... 116  4.2.3  Looking up and Reaching out to God ............................................................... 121  4.3  Summary of Chapter ................................................................................................ 123  Chapter 5: Discussion ............................................................................................................. 125  5.1 The Spiritual Identity Journey Described and Explored ............................................. 125  5.1.1  Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Autonomy ....................... 127  5.1.2  Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Community ..................... 131  5.1.3  Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Divinity ........................... 136  5.2  Summary of Chapter ................................................................................................ 142  Chapter 6: Key findings, Limitations, and Recommendations .............................................. 143  6.1  Summary of the Most Notable Findings of the Study ............................................. 143  6.2  Limitations of the Current Study ............................................................................. 146  6.3  Recommendations for Future Research ................................................................... 148  6.4  Summary of the Chapter .......................................................................................... 151  Reference List ........................................................................................................................ 152  Appendix A: Interview Questions .......................................................................................... 176  Appendix B: Informed Consent ............................................................................................. 178  Appendix C: Participants’ Interviews Transcribed ................................................................ 180  Appendix D:Title Registration Approval ............................................................................... 307  xiii Appendix E: Proof of Ethical Clearance ................................................................................ 308  Appendix F: Biographic Details ............................................................................................. 309  Appendix G: Turn it in Report ............................................................................................... 310  xiv List of Tables Table 1 Psychosocial Development (Erikson, 1968) ............................................................ 19  Table 2 Identity Status Model (Kroger & Marcia, 2011) ..................................................... 21  Table 3 Participants in the Study .......................................................................................... 59  xv List of Figures Figure 1 Cultural-Development Template (Jensen, 2008) ................................................ 41  Figure 2 The Developmental Trajectory of Standards (Erikson, 1935-1985) ................... 49  Figure 3 Elizabeth’s Spiritual Journey .............................................................................. 73  Figure 4 Matthew’s Spiritual Journey ............................................................................... 80  Figure 5 Paul’s Spiritual Journey ...................................................................................... 85  Figure 6 Celia’s Spiritual Journey ..................................................................................... 90  Figure 7 Annie’s Spiritual Journey ................................................................................... 95  Figure 8 David’s Spiritual Journey ................................................................................. 101  Figure 9 Kaleb’s Spiritual Journey .................................................................................. 106  Figure 10 Three Themes from the Cross-Case Analysis ................................................... 111  Figure 11 Looking Within ................................................................................................. 112  Figure 12 Meaning Making Within Connectedness .......................................................... 116  Figure 13 Looking up and Reaching out for Meaning ...................................................... 121  Figure 14 The Three Moral Ethics .................................................................................... 126  Figure 15 Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Autonomy ....................... 127  Figure 16 Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Community ..................... 132  Figure 17 Spiritual Identity Development Within the Ethic of Divinity ........................... 137  1 Chapter 1: Context of the Study There is a brilliant creation of light out there, but here as well, within. The divine becomes visible in human reality in an inherent sacredness. A landscape of light beyond existence but inside of being might be mystifying. The combination of spirituality and identity in one concept invites further exploration. A journey is an undertaking that involves a path or a way and refers to transformation, meaning, and commitment, from one point to another, while experiencing all the ups and downs of life. A journey supposes excitement, joy, hardships, and extraordinary moments. The journey of spiritual identity development encompasses experiences of human beings and the notion of an inner life, meaning, purpose, connectedness, and transcendence. The description of this journey takes the route to the finale and ultimate development of the human being who becomes progressively mindful, alert, intuitive, and responsible to and for others. The destiny echoes a meaningful existence. The trajectory of development encompasses beautiful milestones, and along the way, individuals call on fundamental cultural beliefs. A momentous part of the journey of spiritual identity is going through a distinct landscape. Erikson (1964) defines this landscape as a moral-aesthetic plane, and the passing is during young adulthood (Hoare, 2009). Emerging adulthood is a time during life span development when the search for significance in life becomes prominent (Arnett et al., 2001). Spiritual identity as a “way of being and experiencing that comes about through awareness of a transcendent dimension in that is characterized by certain identifiable values in regard to self, life, and whatever one considers to be the Ultimate” (Negru & Mustea, 2009, p. 54) becomes eminent. A web of relationships informs spiritual identity development through the typical ‘rise and fall’ of life (King et al., 2017; Ray & McFadden, 2001). The journey entails the steering through tough times and meaning making processes relying on religious beliefs and principles, while coping with loss and disappointments (Abo-Zena & King, 2021). The aim of this study was to explore and describe South African emerging adults’ experiences of spiritual identity development. The foyer of a building often urges further exploration. The goal of this chapter is to offer an outline of this qualitative research to invite the reader into this study. The context and rationale of the study are discussed, followed by a description of the theoretical perspectives supporting the study. Subsequently, the research design and methodology are dealt with. Finally, the chapters in this study are presented, giving a clear framework of what to expect in the following chapters. 2 1.1 Setting and Rationale of the Research Study This study is situated in the South-African context. South Africa is known as a deeply religious country and harbours various unique cultural settings for development. A study on how these settings affect development will enable us to understand differences and similarities with other settings (Abubakar & Van de Vijver, 2017). Spirituality nestles in the South African life philosophy. The need for a deeper meaning of life and for a Supreme Being is eminent in the lives of the people of South Africa (Masango, 2006). Cilliers (2008) postulates that African spirituality is based on social and philosophical African concepts, namely ubuntu (community), ubunye (holism), and amandla (vitality). The heart of ‘ubuntu’ declines the distinction between the spiritual and the material, the sacred and the secular, and defines life as sacred. A person being a person through other persons is the exact interpretation of ‘ubuntu’. Ubunye refers to the holistic idea in the words “we are one” and relates to the family or the group brought together through religious and cultural phenomena. Amandla means power, energy, and life, and in the African spirituality, it is connected to divine power. This divine power has an image of a supreme, powerful God. The interconnectedness of the person, the group, and the cosmos, with their sovereign God provides the basis for a peaceful life in African spirituality. The Christian tradition in South Africa echoes some of the ideas of the African spirituality in the concepts of koinonia, kingdom of God, and God. The notion of koinonia refers to a divine hospitality, the love for strangers, and a body of community. A system of relationships or a body of people exists on a ‘transcendental’ level. The people are one body because of Christ in their midst. In the kingdom of God, all of life is important and meaningful. Spirituality is not something far away, but very near in the Christian tradition. The kingdom of God dwells in every fibre of being. In the Christian understanding, God is powerful but compassionate and showed his vulnerability by giving up his power (in the crucifixion of Jesus) (Cilliers, 2008). Spirituality in the Islamic religion is demonstrated in the actions of the individual through trust in God. The awareness of the origin of the universe, humility, worshipping, and seeking the satisfaction of a deity is part of Islam spirituality. The presence of a relationhip with Allah that affects the individual’s self worth, sense of meaning, and connectedness with others define spirituality (Ruhhaniyyat) in Islam. The relational quality of spirituality is understood in Islam to be a core theme that comprises beliefs, rituals, daily living behaviours and knowledge (Hussain, 2020). 3 The association between the person, the group, the cosmos, and their sovereign God provides the basis for a peaceful life in spirituality in South Africa. The tangent points between African spirituality, Christianity, and Islamic spirituality provide a fascinating space for understanding spirituality in South Africa. Spirituality is defined as the search for meaning, purpose, value, hope, love, and for some God (Swinton et al. 2011). On the one hand is the notion of meaning making and value orientation. On the other is a transcendental relationship. Mayer and Walach (2018) explain spirituality as part of human experience in an embodied sense and not just a product of thoughts, attitudes, or cognition. Spirituality influences physical embodiment, emotions, and cognition. For some, the transcending element of spirituality entails transcendence as an outreach into nature or the community, and for others, towards a reality “beyond”. For some, it is a deity or a personal god, and for others a philosophical notion of reality. In both the African, the Islam and the Christian spirituality, the search for meaning and purpose and the relationship with a deity are interwoven. Exploring and describing the experiences of South African emerging adults’ spiritual identity development will cast light on spirituality on the southern end of Africa. Developmental psychologists claim that emerging adulthood is the time in the life span (18-29 years) when decisions regarding beliefs and values are inevitable (Arnett et al., 2014; Arnett et al., 2001). Around the world, emerging adults share similarities demographically and developmentally. They enter established adult roles in their late twenties and focus on identity explorations, but their experiences are likely to vary by cultural context (Arnett & Tanner, 2011). In many fields of psychology, research on emerging adulthood has taken place in the United States (Arnett & Brody, 2008). In developing countries, a great opportunity exists for research to find the distinctive features of emerging adulthood, especially by using qualitative methods. The expectation is that there are many forms that the experience of this life stage can take depending on culture, social class, and religion (Arnett, 2015b). It is important to explore and describe this deviation (Arnett, 2006, 2007). Emerging adults’ transition can be seen as a ‘recentring’ away from supported dependence and facing the developmental challenge of becoming guides for themselves (Arnett & Tanner, 2011). Understanding the meaning making processes of emerging adults in the South African context is imperative. During this developmental stage, the reconstruction of the past and imagination of the future provide individuals with a sense of the interwoven fibres of meaning 4 in life (McAdams & McLean, 2013). This internalised, integrative, and ever unfolding story of the self, starts forming a pattern of consistency through time, from past to present to future, resulting in a narrative identity (McAdams, 2008a; McAdams & McLean, 2013). This study followed the development route of emerging adults, through the development of a narrative identity and meaning making to the unfolding of a spiritual identity. 1.2 Theoretical Perspectives Underpinning the Study The ultimate goal of a spiritual journey is the experience of being connected to or part of what is divine and pure (Jensen, 2011). According to Sinnott (2002), spirituality describes “the personal relation to the sacred or transcendent, [it] informs other relationships and the meaning of one’s own life” (p. 199). Spiritual identity is formed in the existential search for utmost meaning and purpose through a distinctive understanding of the sacred (Wink & Dillon, 2002). Erikson (1968) regards spirituality as an important aspect of establishing a mature identity (Russo-Netzer & Mayseless, 2014). He refers to the transcendent values of hope, purpose, loyalty, love, and wisdom as the spiritual and ethical centre of the self; essential to the favourable resolution of the crises of various life stages (Kiesling & Sorell, 2009). The journey of spiritual identity development includes patterns of change and turning points, but also of continuity and consistency. Finding meaning is often a product of losing meaning. A turning point or awakening can redirect a person’s spiritual development, and times of hardship and pain or striking realisations can influence spiritual development deeply (Klenke, 2007). Poll and Smith (2003) developed a four-stage model in which spiritual identity develops across the life span through the integration of spiritual experiences, from pre- awareness to awakening to recognition and, finally, integration. Kiesling et al. (2006) focus on important moments in the development of a spiritual identity and emphasise the importance of a deep sense of connection with a deity, the profound role of significant others (a community) in meaning making, as well as the intentional nurturing and protection of a spiritual identity through day-to-day practices (Kiesling et al., 2006). Shweder et al. (1997) developed a conceptual framework for spiritual identity, consisting of three moral ethics of crucial importance: autonomy, community and divinity. The ethic of autonomy focuses on people as individuals (being a person), and values are developed around the well-being of the individual. Responsibility for oneself is the important key. The ethic of community focuses on loyalty and respect toward others. The concern for the group is the key in decision-making. The fulfilment of duties and the protection of the social group is the moral 5 goal (Jensen, 2011). The ethic of divinity describes a person as a spiritual being. Beliefs and values are hinged on conventional religious authorities, and guidance comes from religious texts. The moral orientation is to attain purity and become connected to or part of the divine (Jensen, 2011; Mustea et al., 2010). Awe, humility, and faithfulness are key virtues in the Divinity-oriented code (Jensen, 2008; Jensen, 2011). The ethics of autonomy, community and divinity suggest a formulation of the unique ways in which people of various cultures and communities may form beliefs and values (Jensen, 2011; Shweder et al., 1997). Social class, education, and age determine the employment of the three ethics (Mustea et al., 2010). The three ethics model was used in studies in Brazil, Israel, Japan, New Zeeland, the United Kingdom, Denmark, Finland, Philippines, India, and the United States (Arnett & Jensen, 2015; Jensen, 2011). While the use of the three ethics is universal, the prominence differs in diverse societies (Jensen, 2011). Jensen (2008) emphasises the importance of a cultural-developmental approach. This alludes to the need for a study in the South African context, marked by both its diversity in terms of religions and cultures, and a strong emphasis on scriptural authority in a religious country (where, for example, in the 2013 South African general household survey, 84% of South Africans reported to be Christian). A South African study on the identity-divinity link, nested in the life stories of emerging adults, can shed light on the authentic experiences regarding autonomy, community and divinity of South African emerging adults, especially against the background of the strong religiosity of the country. Arnett (2015b) identified four beliefs that are significant as a basis of the life stage of emerging adulthood: the belief that self-sufficiency and independence should be reached before adult commitments; the belief that the basis of marriage should be romantic love; the belief that work and identity should complement each other; and the belief that self-focused fun and leisure are vital during this life stage. The individualistic nature of the four beliefs falls under the ethic of autonomy (Jensen, 2008; Arnett, 2015b). The ethic of autonomy is most noticeable in the United States, the United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, and New Zeeland (Arnett, 2015b). In the Asian countries of Japan and South Korea, the interest and well-being of the group take preference over the interest of the individual (Arnett, 2015b). The question is which beliefs will be present in South Africa? Is emerging adulthood a time to learn to stand alone and accept responsibility for themselves, or do they stay with their parents and rely on them for decision making? Do emerging adults in South Africa have a soulmate ideal of marriage? Is the idea of marriage to find love, or is there a higher plan? Do people live for the ideal of finding a job they love and link it with their identity, or do they see their work as a calling from above? Are they 6 focused on duties and obligations, or do they see this time of life as fun and exciting? Is there a moral of autonomy underneath their beliefs, or perhaps the ethic of divinity? 1.3 Overview of Research Design and Methods Postmodern perspectives and narrative approaches view identity as dynamic and question the notion of a stable, consistent identity (Russo-Netzer & Mayseless, 2014). To capture the active, intimate experience of the journey of developing spiritual identity, this study focused on the processes involved in forming a spiritual identity. Thus, the aim of this study was to explore and describe South African emerging adults’ experiences of spiritual identity development. The following research questions guided the process:  How is spiritual identity formed?  What are the contributing factors in the process?  What does a spiritual identity look like? The developmental phase of emerging adulthood offers a window period to access some of this processes. South Africa with its strong religiosity provides a playfield and rich material to describe and understand the courses of action on this journey. 1.4 Delineation of Chapters This research study is organised as follows: In Chapter 2, the reader is accompanied through the academic world. A theoretical grounding of the study is offered. A life span perspective was followed in this study; therefore, the reader will encounter firstly a developmental perspective on the third decade of life. The context in which the developmental stage of emerging adulthood is understood is reviewed, and the focus is specifically on emerging adults as the authors of their lives as well as the intricacy of developing a philosophy or meaning in life during this phase. Secondly, the focus is on identity, the theoretical foundation of identity, and identity in the third decade of life. Thirdly, narrative identity is investigated by providing key concepts of narrative identity and narrative identity in the third decade of life. The beauty of looking back on life, looking forward, and finding meaning peaks in the last part of this chapter. Spiritual identity is explored by considering theories on spiritual identity as well as spiritual identity in the third decade of life. The ultimate outcome of spiritual identity completes the chapter. 7 Chapter 3 unfolds into a comprehensive discussion of the research rationale, aim, and questions. This is followed by the paradigm, approach, and design. The loom, the fibre, and the design are arranged for the weaving process. Research participants and sampling procedures are explained, followed by an examination of procedures of data collection and data analysis. Lastly, trustworthiness and more specifically credibility, transferability, dependability, confirmability, and researcher reflexivity are addressed. Everything is set up to detect the mystery of a sense of the interwoven fibres of meaning in life (McAdams & McLean, 2013). In Chapter 4, the results of the study are presented in a unique display. Firstly, the individual narratives are discussed. For each narrative, a brief description of the participant is followed by a reflection of the researcher, and next, the themes identified are discussed. The chapter concludes with a comparison of commonalities and differences in the themes, and the noteworthy themes across the cases are presented. Chapter 5 offers a discussion of the themes identified in the cross-case analysis by referring to existing literature. The findings of the study are understood and interpreted through standing literature based on spiritual identity. The present study nestles in the existing world of academic findings. As a grand finale, the most significant findings of this study, together with the limitations of the study and recommendations for future research, are presented in Chapter 6. 1.5 Chapter Summary The aim of this chapter was to offer a short and general introduction as an invitation to the reading of this research study. The context and theoretical perspectives underpinning the study were mentioned briefly. The research design, methods, and ethical considerations were introduced. The chapter concluded with an outline of the chapters to encourage the reader for the expedition. The following chapter is an entering into the academic world and the exploration of existing literature as a theoretical grounding for the study. 8 Chapter 2: Theoretical Grounding of the Study This chapter provides an academic foundation for the study. The focus will be on the third decade of life. During this developmental phase, the forming of an identity, specifically a narrative identity as well as a religious or spiritual identity, becomes evident. Understanding the thoughts on identity and narrative identity and especially the development of the constructs during emerging adulthood years will culminate in an understanding of spiritual identity and the importance of this very personal and unique part of human development during this developmental stage. 2.1 A Developmental Perspective on the Third Decade of Life In the following section, a conceptualisation of emerging adulthood is provided first, by unpacking these years. Secondly, the focus is on how identity is formed during the third decade of life, focusing on the identity markers like the authorship of emerging adults by telling their own unique stories and becoming the authors of their lives. Meaning is made, and finally, the focus is on spirituality. First, the aim is to understand the concept of emerging adulthood. 2.1.1 Understanding Emerging Adulthood “Within the life span, the third decade represent what one author has called ‘the stem cell of human development, the pluripotent moment when any of several outcomes is possible’. It is an important moment in which beliefs, perspectives, and habits are being etched within the soft wax of life” (Setran & Kiesling, 2013, p. 10). Emerging adulthood is described as a segment in the growth proses to maturity that is of uttermost importance, especially with regard to the forming of spiritual development. Psychologist Jeffrey Jensen Arnett (2000) proposed a new theory of development from the late teens through the twenties as emerging adulthood. Neither adolescence nor young adulthood, he described emerging adulthood as theoretical and empirically different. Relative independence from social responsibilities and normative anticipations marks this period in life. Arnett (2000) describes the late teens through the mid-twenties as the period in life when the cognitive process by which the individual decides on and commits to a particular course of action – a purposive striving – is most evident. It is a time of significant change and importance (Arnett, 2000). 9 At first, emerging adulthood was described as the developmental period from late adolescence throughout the twenties, from the age of 18 to 25 years (Arnett, 2000). Since the end of adolescence (around 18 years) and the entry to adulthood in high-income countries tend to be so long, the new life stage between that of adolescence and of young adulthood – emerging adulthood – now described as from the age of 18 years to about the age of 29 years (Arnett et al., 2014) came to being. The changeover to adulthood is longer and not only a fleeting transition. Traditional milestones, for example entering a secure work and settling into marriage and parenthood, are reached later in life (Arnett, 2014). Emerging adulthood is now defined as a marked phase of development and is not merely an intermediary period in life (Arnett, 2007). Exploration and experimentation of a variety of opportunities in life are characteristic of this time in life (Arnett et al. 2001). The theory of emerging adulthood was based on a series of interviews with people aged 18-29 years in the USA in 1998. Arnett (2016) proposed five features or themes distinct to this life stage: instability (changing plans, residences, partners, etc.); self-focus (attending largely to one’s own wants, needs, and pleasures); possibilities or optimism (an optimistic and wide open view of one’s future); feeling ‘in between’ (knowing that one is no longer an adolescent, but not yet feeling like an adult); and identity explorations (figuring out what one wants to do with one’s life). Growing through adolescence and completing high school emerging adults attain physical and sexual maturity and undertake different educational and occupational arrangements. Work, study, and a combination of work and study are typical of this life stage. Not yet settled, most of them understand themselves to be in a phase of life that is experimental, free, not final, and quite liberated. On the road to independence, they are heading to stand on their own two feet (Setran & Kiesling, 2013, Arnett, 2015b). Emerging adults experience a series of love relationships and job changes before making long-lasting decisions. Considering the five features described by Arnett (2000) is one way of understanding emerging adulthood. Firstly, it is a period of heightened instability, changing jobs, moving, and rewriting life plans (Arnett et al., 2014). The need for educational and geographical flexibility exists, and choices serve as gateways to future lifestyle, meaning, and mission (Setran & Kiesling, 2013). They live a life of instability and may experience a string of love relationships (Arnett, 2000). The time of transition and uncertainty is potentially stressful (Barry et al., 2010). The need for guides to direct and encourage their faith journeys and support their growth exists. They tend 10 to be passionate and idealistic. During this developmental phase of opportunities and challenges variability and unpredictability appeal for permanence and solidity. Self-focus is the second feature of emerging adulthood. It is a time when people have the fewest social responsibilities, roles and obligations to others; therefore, they are inclined to be self-focused and wrapped up in themselves. Commitment and obligations to the romantic partner or employer comes in the long-term occupation and partnership (Arnett et al., 2014). Thirdly, they have a feeling of being in-between. Emerging adults have transcended adolescence and have not yet arrived in the adult world. They experience themselves as being on the way to adulthood but not there yet. The markers of ‘accepting responsibilities for oneself’ and ‘making independent decisions’ are not achieved. Slowly and progressively, they are becoming adults (Arnett et al., 2014). The fourth feature is the number of possibilities in emerging adulthood: The ability to consider life’s countless possibilities is greater than it will be at any other stage (Arnett, 2000). Choices and options with regard to careers, health, leisure, relationships, and politics can appear bewildering and opposing or can be faced with boundless optimism. It can be a time of potential vulnerability, mixed emotions and struggle, as young adults are gradually more subjected to new challenges and life experiences (Webster et al., 2018). Without clear direction, emerging adults can experience fear and depression, and some may seek distraction and relief from realities especially by seeking entertainment in addiction or by engaging in fantasy. The pressure of developing a life plan in the absence of support can be overwhelming. A growing incidence of mental health conditions like substance abuse and major depression is noted during this time (Nelson & Padilla-Walker, 2013). The necessity to manage stress can bring them back to their spirituality and religiosity (Barry et al., 2010). Determining their own beliefs and values is most important to emerging adults in demonstrating their changeover to adulthood, more important than role transitions such as completing education and entering into marriage (Arnett et al., 2001). The fifth and last feature is the notion that emerging adulthood is a developmental phase for identity explorations: Exploring and investigating, together with experimenting and trying out, are significant parts of emerging adulthood in work and in caring for others, but may also be fundamental to the development of wisdom during emerging adulthood (Webster et al., 2018). Erikson (1950, 1968) regarded the development of a philosophy or worldview as interwoven with identity development and exploration (Arnett et al., 2001). Initially, 11 experimentation and exploration might occur in adolescence, but today it arises mainly during the developmental phase of emerging adulthood (Arnett & Jensen, 2002). Marcia (1966) describes exploration as part of identity formation in adolescence. The focus of exploration during emerging adulthood tends to be on self-improvement and becoming autonomous (Arnett & Jensen, 2002). During emerging adulthood, they try out a variety of probabilities of what kind of person to be and what kind of life to live. They are enthusiastically occupied in forming an identity and exploring personal meaning (Arnett & Jensen, 2002). Intensified self- exploration regarding beliefs and values, as well as those regarding religiosity and spirituality, is experienced during emerging adulthood (Barry et al., 2010). Being in between childhood and adulthood also brings a sense of uncertainty during wide possibilities for the future. The need to settle on a coherent sense of ‘who I am’ depends on different social and cultural settings. Erikson (1968) reasoned that modern societies offer an extended period (psychosocial moratorium) for the discovery of different identity choices for young people, without fundamental outcomes for making cautious and changing patterns of commitment (Pratt & Matsuba, 2018). Arnett (2007) argues that this sort of lenience may have its costs, but it can also be beneficial to an individual’s growth and development (Pratt & Matsuba, 2018). Although Arnett (2000) focused on opportunities for growth and not on potential inabilities to settle down into adult roles, alternative understandings of the time between the late teens through the twenties emerged. Critique against the proposed emerging adulthood conception of development for this period comes from Côté (2014), who argues that the concept lacks universality. Côté (2014) argues that this conception of emerging adulthood may be applied only to higher socio-economic status samples in modern cultures that have opportunities to choose an extended moratorium in exploring identity development. Although some parts in a society may explore, this does not characterise early adulthood for the majority in any cultural context (Côté & Bynner, 2008). Large parts of the population in all countries go to work for economic reasons immediately after completing secondary education. Self-focus and possibilities are individualistic features, reflecting Western values for independence and autonomy. Syed and Mitchell (2013) found that cultural norms in large parts of Latin America, the Caribbean, the Middle East, and Asia encourage young people to obey their parents’ wishes well into adulthood. The experience of emerging adulthood in these cultural contexts reflects behaviour that is not normative and development that is not universal in some non-Western cultures. Although most of the research on emerging adulthood took place on Americans, Arnett 12 (2015b) envisions the importance of research worldwide to investigate the application of cultural beliefs to emerging adults and to investigate the universality of the developmental phase. Critiques regarding the delay in development focus on the darker picture of the dangerous behaviours that are most prevalent during these years (Arnett, 2016). Job availability has declined and lengthened the transition to adulthood for many young people (MacMillan, 2007). Young people may be lost and trapped in a no man’s land between adolescence and adulthood, and risky behaviours may remain prevalent further into the life span. Risky behaviour such as drug and alcohol abuse, casual sexual encounters, and dangerous driving peak between the ages of 18 and 25 (Bogle, 2008, Fell et al., 2010). For Arnett (2016), the unique features of emerging adulthood centre around identity, and a practical and consistent sense of identity can protect against risky behaviours (Schwartz et al., 2011). A sense of self-direction and an ‘inner compass’ is needed for the emerging adult to make effective choices in the absence of external guidance (MacMillan, 2007). Barry and Abo-Zena (2014) warn their readers to keep the diversity of experiences among individuals during emerging adulthood in mind. Emerging adulthood is regarded as a time in the life span that is full of diverse pathways of successes and struggles. The existence of a life stage, leading to an implicit treatment of people in this period as a homogenous group will be inaccurate, hence the magnificent diversity of experiences (Barry & Abo-Zena, 2014). In South Africa, a developing country, the diversity of socio-economic backgrounds and cultures presented a colourful spectrum, and the current study casts light on the importance and need of the conception of emerging adulthood in this country. South Africa houses individuals from unique socio-economic, cultural and linguistic contexts. With 11 official languages, most of the people are English second language speakers. High levels of poverty and unemployment are prevalent. Until now, historic and economic ties with Europe have signified a unique blend of linguistic and cultural diversity. Most of the South African population belongs to cultures and linguistic and socio-economic circumstances that are unique. During apartheid, black children were constrained by limited resources. Since 1994, new educational policies and fairer allocation of resources allow black and Indian youth better opportunities. South African has experienced considerable socio-economic transformations over the last 26 years. Young men and women in South Africa are positioning themselves in the world of identity development against a background of cultural diversity and change, collective guilt about Apartheid, and 13 leaning towards Western values and beliefs. In high-income countries, the transition from adolescence to adulthood changes from events such as leaving home to the accomplishment of psychological pointers such as accountability for oneself and making autonomous decisions. It is important to describe the prime psychological challenges of becoming the authors of the South African emerging adults’ lives within the wide spectrum of diversity. 2.1.2 Becoming the Authors of their Lives Emerging adulthood is a life stage in which identity development deepens during the important psychological challenge, as emerging adults become the authors of their lives. Emerging adulthood provides the first-in-a-lifetime opportunity to create an integrative story for one’s life (McAdams, 2013). Erikson (1958) suggests that the search for identity is particularly evident during these years in the human life span as evident in his psychobiography on Martin Luther, where he describes Luther’s identity-defining time roughly between the ages of 20 and 30 (McAdams, 2013). The life story model of identity states that people find unity and purpose by constructing internalized and evolving narratives of the self (McAdams et al., 2001). Setran and Kiesling (2013) describe emerging adulthood as an important ‘hinge’ moment. Thinking about past, present, and future experiences can provide a holistic sense for the emerging adult. Remembering, attending, and envisioning are also used as the cornerstones of a proposed framework in the mentoring relationship with emerging adults, as emerging adults are constructing life stories and finding their identities. The way in which they have made sense of the different experiences and ‘turning points’ (critical moments, high and low points) of which the life story is composed and the overall comprehensibility and valence that describe the distinctive nature of the story are valuable in understanding the unique person. Interpretation of critical moments or turning point events, particularly of events of loss and trauma, serves as an index of the person’s growth. The skill to present a negative memory as a positive turning point or learning experience is associated closely with well-being and with being happy with one’s life (McAdams et al., 2001). Turning points that are framed in terms of overcoming obstacles, self-direction, and personal growth tend to be linked with higher levels of psychological well- being (Bauer & McAdams, 2004). Benefit finding is like sense making and is a type of meaning- focused coping whereby positive emotions create positive meaning (Folkman, 2008). In the process of benefit finding, individuals re-evaluate the experience and try to identify the significance of the negative events (Gao et al., 2014). The story about who they are, how they 14 came to be, and where they are going next is defined as their narrative identity. The effort of the emerging adult to construct a meaningful story for life constructs a sense of identity (McAdams, 2013). In the process, they develop meaning and a philosophy in life. 2.1.3 The Development of a Philosophy or Meaning in Life The search for meaning in life in emerging adulthood is in contrast with the presence of meaning in life in later life stages (Stegar et al., 2009). The search for meaning is a most important developmental task for emerging adults (Mayseless & Keren, 2014). Major life transitions that are prominent in emerging adulthood (changing of networks, schools, locations) are often experienced as stressful and involve questioning of values and beliefs. Meaning is formed in relation to highly significant life events. The meaning-making process stems out of the fundamental need for self-integration. Answering questions like “What does this event mean to me in the overall context of my life-story?” and “Does it influence my goals and on the process of developing a sense of who I am?” leads to deeper understanding of the self and greater wisdom. The development of wisdom during major changes in the developmental phase of emerging adulthood requires the questioning of values and beliefs, is often demanding, and brings about the process of meaning making (Webster et al., 2018). Emerging adults have an increased ability to make meaning, and the diversity and non-homogeneous experiences of individuals serve as an invitation to more studies on their religiosity and spirituality (Hertzog, 2015). Wisdom is needed in making meaningful choices and in the commitment to core beliefs and values in a time of great life changes. The building blocks for wisdom are developed during adolescence and young adulthood (Richardson & Pasupathi, 2005). Emerging adulthood is described as fertilised soil for wisdom-related characteristics and the foundation for wisdom- related knowledge to emerge (Webster et al., 2018). With regard to cognition, experience-based knowledge, abstract reasoning, and self-reflective thinking are developed now. With regard to personality, comfort with uncertainty, openness to experience, and identity develop. With regard to cognition-personality, perspective taking and moral reasoning are developed now (Webster et al., 2018). Physiological processes and development during emerging development prepare the way for meaning making and the development of a philosophy in life. Developmental processes linked with emerging adulthood enable a new level of engagement with religiousness and spirituality. These processes are the increased ability for abstract thinking, meta-cognition, and 15 internalisation. The brain matures to a notably large extent over the course of adolescence into the early twenties. Myelination of the prefrontal cortex and changes in the limbic system result in a developmental inclination. The physiological development occurs at the same time as distance grow from parental guidance and engagement in various situations (Barry et al., 2010). Myelination, the process of forming a myelin sheath around a nerve to allow nerve impulses to move more quickly, begins in the brain stem and cerebellum before birth, but is not completed in the frontal cortex until late in adolescence. The prefrontal cortex is responsible for higher- order thinking such as planning and awareness and understanding of one’s own thought processes. Abstract thinking, the ability to be interested in the deeper meaning of things and the bigger picture, and the cognitive ability to think about ideas, principles, and objects that are not physically present are functions of the prefrontal cortex. The capacity to think about God and his existence is now finely developed. The limbic system of the brain is a system that lies within reach of the temporal lobes and functions as a medium for emotions that plays a pivotal role in religious, spiritual, and mystical experiences (Kyriacou, 2018). During this developmental phase, change within parts of the limbic system, together with changing hormonal levels, result in more emotional responsiveness (Barry et al., 2010). The maturation of the brain and the ability for abstract thinking resulting in an interest for deeper meaning. The individual is now ready for meaning making due to the emotional responsiveness and a capacity for spiritual and mystical experiences. Despite the physiological development, there may be an unconnectedness between religiosity and spirituality. Emerging adults withdraw temporarily from formal religious participation and show a decreased in religious involvement and practice (Arnett, 2004; Hadad & Schachter, 2011). They are not uninterested in religious issues; they prefer to observe beliefs in the privacy of their own hearts (Arnett & Jensen, 2002). Emerging adults question religiosity and explore their spirituality to develop a more complex understanding of themselves and their beliefs (Braskamp, 2008). It is only when the individual is getting married and having children that a higher likelihood of religious participation occurs (Arnett, 2004). Setran and Kiesling (2013) describe traits among emerging adults, including compassion for the broken, embracing traditional liturgical forms or strict moral dogmas by professionals, and seeking mentors to guide them on their faith journeys. While emerging adults in the study of Hadad & Schachter (2011) wanted to be described as ‘religious lite’, Setran and Kiesling (2013) define emerging adults as idealistic, energetic, and passionate, bringing renewal to the church and the world. Barry and Abo Zena (2014) found an overall drop in outward religious 16 practices while emerging adults are forming their independent religious identities and rate religious faith as important in their lives. It seems that the understanding of religious identity can be paradoxical and complex. By understanding the unique experiences of emerging adults, the connection between religion and spirituality might be clearer. Major life events influence and shape emerging adults’ fluid sense of identity (Gutierrez & Park, 2015). A deeper sense of spirituality, meaning and purpose in life, and increased self- worth can be nurtured by positive life experiences (Roepke, 2013). Negative events can cause harm, destroy an individual’s world views, and increase beliefs in personal vulnerability, but it can also have a positive outcome and rekindle posttraumatic growth (spiritual change and appreciation of life). Gutierrez and Park (2015) found that emerging adults’ belief in God stayed unchanged, despite negative events. Emerging adults, when confronted with major life events, have to refine their basic understanding of fundamental world view interpretations. Pre-event world views determine how they are affected by life events. The desire to maintain ties with familial faith systems can cause emerging adults who explored their spirituality with ambivalent feelings toward inherited religious beliefs, to reconcile their reservations about religious doctrine (Gutierrez & Park, 2015). World views and familial faith systems, together with major life events reguire an amalgamation of solutions and reactions. During the developmental phase of instability, feeling ‘in-between’, being self-focused, surrounded by vast possibilities and the search for an identity, the emerging adult search for meaning and a philosophy, while becoming the author of his own life. Composing the tough trials and great opportunities in story-form, at the backdrop of a sense of calling and life purpose culminates in a personal identity and contentment (Setran & Kiesling, 2013). Identity, narrative identity, and spiritual identity progressively developing, will be discussed now. Identity as a clear sense of ‘who I am’ is a vital psychosocial task for young people (Schwartz et al., 2013). It open up through interlinked doors of affect (feeling ‘this is me’), behaviour (acting as ‘me’), and cognition (thinking ‘this is me’). During the process of forming a life story, a narrative identity develops. The individual links the past and present to culminate in a desired future (Ashforth & Schinoff, 2016). When confronted with a question like “What are my beliefs?” the individual gets access to a religious or spiritual identity that manifests as an enduring sense of self that attend to fundamental questions about the meaning and purpose of life (Kiesling et al., 2006). In the rest of this section, identity, narrative identity, and spiritual identity are the focal points. 17 First, personal identity is discussed. 2.2 Identity A sense of personal identity is a fundamental psychosocial task beginning in the early teens and is deepened in the transition to adulthood (Schwartz et al., 2013). Arnett (2016) states that in a time of challenges and opportunities, emerging adults with a clear sense of identity are better positioned to take advantage of the freedom to create a path into adulthood. In the next paragraph, the focus will be on development of identity. 2.2.1 Understanding Identity Young people need to decide on what is important, what they stand for, with whom they want to share their lives, and what their life’s work will be (Schwartz et al., 2012). Identity provides one’s life with a sense of purpose and direction while dealing with the demands of an intricate world (Côté, 1996). Selecting life alternatives that fit with the sense of self that one wishes to develop (Schwartz et al., 2012), young people imagine new and altered potentials for themselves as they develop the ability for abstract ideas such as who and what they could be (Schwartz et al., 2013). Understanding identity entails understanding of how young people develop an integrated sense of self. Identity refers to a sense of who one is as a person and as a contributor to society (Hoare, 2002), a fundamental subjective sense of continuity (Côté, 1996). Thinking about the past, remembering and visiting memories, and imagining themselves in the future become a new possibility. Erikson (1994) uses the metaphor of a bridge from past to future when writing on identity: "The young adult gains an assured sense of inner continuity and social sameness which will bridge what he was as a child and what he is about to become" (Erikson, 1994, p. 111). Identity is a "sense of continuity and invigorating sameness" (Erikson, 1968, p. 19). It is a consistency and soundness through time, social change, and different role requirements (Sokol, 2009). His definition has also a social-contextual dimension: "The style of one’s individuality coincides with the sameness and continuity of one’s meaning for others in the immediate community" (Erikson, 1994, p. 50). Erikson connects the conceptual boundary between intrapsychic focus adopted by psychology and the environmental focus adopted by sociology. The 'culture-identity link' frames macro-sociological factors through micro- interactional ones to psychological factors (Côté, 1996). Identity ensures the individual of his or her place in the world (Hoare, 2002). A sense of well-being, of being at home in one’s body, of direction, and of mattering to those who count is all part of identity (Erikson, 1968). 18 2.2.2 Theoretical Foundation of Identity In the next paragraphs, the theoretical understanding of identity will be discussed. Erikson is described as the architect of identity (Friedman, 2000). Erikson’s theory on psychosocial development will be described. His work grew into the identity status model of Marcia (1966), the process identity model of Crocetti et al. (2008), the five structural dimensions of Luyckx, Schwartz, Berzonsky et al. (2008) and the identity style model of Berzonsky (1989). Erikson’s Theory of Psychosocial Development (1968). For Erikson, the word identity had an intensely personal as well as intangible significance (Friedman, 2000). In the biography of Erik H. Erikson, Friedman highlights the relationship between his personal life and his work on identity. He describes how Erikson decided to travel after finishing high school level education for some time to come to terms with his sense of self and purpose. Erikson hiked, read, and visited the great Italian cities, especially Florence, which he loved, and by the age of 25, he was living back in Karlsruhe without any clear sense of the life direction he wanted. His culture and environment provided considerable space for exploring possibilities and did not turn his searching or uncertainty into a ‘problem’. For a while, he was a wandering artist before he became a writer and architect of identity (Friedman, 2000). Erikson’s (1958) psychobiography, Young man Luther: A study in psychoanalysis and history, revealed his insights on the identity crisis of the Protestant Reformation and Martin Luther. Luther’s search for identity and the consequences of his personal transformation for psychological theory as well as for understanding the heart of the divine were remarkable. While he was in the developmental phase, known today as emerging adulthood, he became a church reformer, from being a monk. The transition included intense changes in his understanding of himself and the world, including new insights into the significances of Christian writings and practices (McAdams, 2013). The task of identity development features also in his biography on Mohandas Gandhi (Erikson, 1969). Erikson’s (1968) ground-breaking work defines psychosocial development across the life span. He describes the development of the individual with a series of crises throughout the individual’s life span. Each stage of life has a crisis that is related in some way to an element in society. The term crisis refers to a turning point or a vital period of increased vulnerability (Sokol, 2009). Erikson conceptualized eight stages across the life span. Each stage has a successful and unsuccessful outcome (e.g., identity vs. identity confusion). 19 Erikson pointed to the importance of sociocultural factors of the individual’s transition through a psychosocial crisis. The social context is important in understanding the individual; it strongly influences development (Sokol, 2009). The question is if the infant receives enough care and trust from the environment. The table below provides a summary of Erikson's theory. Table 1 Psychosocial Development (Erikson, 1968) Stage/Crisis Age Human Relationships Desired outcome of crisis Trust vs. mistrust 0-1 Parents/caretaker Hope Autonomy vs. doubt 1-3 Parents/caretaker Will Initiative vs. guilt 3-5 Family Purpose Industry vs. inferiority 6-11 Neighbourhood/school Competence Identity vs. role confusion Adolescence Peer group Fidelity Intimacy vs. isolation Young adulthood Friends/ Spouse Love Generativity vs. self- absorption Middle adulthood Family interaction/job acquaintances Care Integrity vs. despair Old age All people Wisdom A sequence of challenges across the life span needs to be resolved at a certain age. Answering the question, 'Who Am I?' is the primary developmental task of adolescence and young adulthood. Formal operational thinking and new abilities for perception forming mark advanced cognitive abilities and an intensified experience of vulnerability. It is a time to transform beliefs and values during feelings of exposure and vulnerability. The amendment of beliefs tests identity. If a person changes his beliefs, he becomes a different person. Erikson believes that alteration of perspectives and beliefs embedded in the feelings of vulnerability set the stage for identity exploration. Intellectualising about their current and past selves brings a sense of ownership of their lives and they select commitments that is in pace with the thoughts about themselves (Erikson, 1994, in McLean & Pasupathi (2012). Erikson (1968) theorises identity as a lively interplay between identity synthesis and identity confusion. A coherent and internally consistent sense of self over time and across 20 situations will be understood as identity synthesis, and a fragmented or fractional sense of self that does not support self-directed decision making will be described as identity confusion. The predictability of behaviour across contexts and based on commitments – or a sense of self- sameness and continuity – points to identity synthesis (McLean & Pasupathi, 2012; Schwartz et al., 2013). Identity confusion causes questioning of one’s authenticity, one’s view of oneself, and the perceived view of others. Doubt regarding the purpose and meaning of one’s life leads to a sense of loss and confusion (Sokol, 2009). Erikson (1968) refers to the time of reflection when young people are given opportunities to reflect on who they are, what kind of romantic relationships they would enter, and what values and beliefs they would hold, as the psychosocial moratorium (Schwartz et al., 2012). "Through free role experimentation, (the individual) may find a niche in some section of his society" (Erikson, 1994, p. 111), a ‘psychosocial moratorium’. Erikson spoke of an ideal space for identity exploration. Dealing with this crisis is an important touchstone for one’s developmental course (McLean & Pratt, 2006). Erikson proposed that identity exploration is linked with changes in perspectives and beliefs coupled with felt vulnerability. A person’s approach to this identity 'crises' influences one’s own developmental course (McLean & Pratt, 2006). Inspired by the formative work of Erikson, an immense amount of literature addressing the issue of identity formation has been generated. Erikson wrote on identity development using clinical studies, biographies, and complex psychoanalytic concepts (Schwartz et al., 2012). Marcia (1966) expanded Erikson’s theory by focusing on the cognitive-behavioural markers of the identity formation process (Crocetti et al., 2008). Marcia’s identity status model has inspired numerous publications. Two prominent neo-Eriksonian identity models relate to identity status – identity style and narrative identity. Identity status and style have appeared as a quantitatively approach. Narrative identity has emerged as a qualitative complement to these quantitative traditions (Schwartz et al., 2013). First, Marcia's status approach model will be discussed. Marcia’s Status Approach Model. Fundamental markers on the pathway of establishing a stable identity is the exploration of various alternatives and the choice to become committed to one of the available possibilities according to Marcia's (1966) status model. The central contribution of this approach lies in the “development, measurement and partial validation of the identity statuses as individual styles of coping with the psychosocial task of forming an ego identity” (Marcia, 1966, p. 558). 21 Identity Status Model (Marcia, 1966). For Erikson, identity is created through connections between individuals and their social context. The identity status model pays little attention to context and edge the identity development process as a set of individual choices (Schwartz et al., 2013). The identity status approach describes identity in terms of decisions made in specific life domains. In Marcia’s (1966) study, crisis and commitment were described, measured, and validated in the domains of occupation and ideology. The identity status reflects a pattern of consistency across responses in different life experiences and domains (Alisat & Pratt, 2012). Two components, namely exploration and commitment, are conceptualised. Prior to deciding regarding beliefs, values, and where one is going, active questioning and consideration of different identity alternatives outlines exploration. Making the choice about an identity and then participating in activities to apply the choice is commitment to the identity domain (Alisat & Pratt, 2012; McLean & Pasupathi, 2012). “Status approaches observe whether the person struggled with or explored his or her identity (the crises) and whether the individual has then committed to an identity (the resolution)” (McLean & Pratt, 2006, p. 16). Exploration is defined as examining different identity possibilities to which one might commit, and commitment is defined as having assumed an identity. Table 2 Identity Status Model (Kroger & Marcia, 2011) Commitment Absent Present Exploration/crises Absent Identity diffusion Identity foreclosure Present Identity moratorium Identity achievement Exploration points to organising various potential identity alternatives. Commitment refers to selecting one or more alternatives to which to hold. Marcia divided exploration and commitment into ‘present’ and ‘absent’ levels. Four statuses can result from the groupings of exploration and commitment. Achievement represents a set of commitments enacted following a period of exploration. Moratorium represents a state of active exploration and a few commitments. Foreclosure represents a set of commitments enacted without prior exploration. Diffusion represents an absence of commitments coupled with a lack of interest in exploration 22 (Schwartz et al., 2013). Personality characteristics are associated with each status respectively: achievement with balanced thinking and mature relationships; moratorium with openness and curiosity, but also with anxiety, depression, and poor well-being; foreclosure with self- satisfaction and low levels of internalizing symptoms; and diffusion with low self-esteem and with absence of self-direction and agency. The most inventive is identity achievement – those who have explored their potential ideological options and have chosen ideologies. Those who have not yet reached commitment and are still exploring are in the moratorium status, whereas those who commit to ideals without a process of exploration are in foreclosure. Finally, those who have neither explored nor committed, and are not engaged in the process of identity formation, are in diffusion (McLean & Pasupathi, pp.10-11). Thinking about one’s experiences and options in life, is a key constituent to healthy identity development. For status researchers, the construct of identity is the gathering (or lack) of thought and active (or lack of) decisions about restricted areas of one’s life (McLean & Pratt, 2006). Identity processes operate in content domains (Schwartz, 2001). Life domains, such as career choice, romantic relationships, religious faith, political participation, and gender roles are fields or areas where identity is explored and developed. Schwartz et al. (2013) explain how changes may occur. Young people may choose to stay single or live with a partner, rather than marry. In the religion and spiritual domain, young people are more likely to engage in individualised spiritual activities like prayer or meditating, instead of participating in organised faith activities. In the domain of gender and sexuality, non-traditional sexual identities and orientations have been accepted increasingly since the late 1990s. Identity processes are undertaken in content domains and have been changing during the 20th and the beginning of the 21st century. Domain clusters were introduced. Three domain clusters were identified: psychological, interactional, and social-structural. The psychological domain cluster contains intrapersonal content areas such as career choice and sense of self. The interactional domain cluster contains interpersonal content areas such as friendships and dating. The social-structural domain cluster contains areas such as politics and morality. Ethnic identity has been added for ethnic and racial minority individuals (Schwartz, 2001). Contemporary Models Based on the Status Approach Model. Luyckx et al. (2006) unpack identity exploration into two separate processes: exploration in breadth, and exploration in depth; and commitment into two separate processes: commitment making and identification 23 with commitment. Thus, they explained four structural dimensions, namely commitment making, identification with commitment, exploration in depth, and exploration in breadth. Exploration in depth and identification with commitment represent the dimensions by which existing commitments are re-evaluated and revised continually, which means that a progressive developmental trend in identity development exists (Meeus, 1996). The extent to which that commitment fits with one’s overall sense of self is evaluated. Exploration in breadth is described as the degree to which persons explore diverse options with respect to their objectives, values, and beliefs before making commitments. Commitment making states the act of committing to a series of beliefs and goals and deciding what direction to take. Identification with commitment refers to embracing one’s commitments and integrating them with one’s sense of self to derive self-esteem from one’s values and beliefs. Through this model, Luyckx and colleagues cast identity development as a dynamic and iterative process, where commitments are formed through exploring alternatives in breadth and committing to one or more of the alternatives considered; commitments are then evaluated by exploring in depth and then integrated with the self-concept (Schwartz et al., 2012). Luyckx, Schwartz, Berzonsky et al. (2008) divided exploration into reflective and ruminative components, of which the latter is a maladaptive exploratory process. They argue that it is possible to have difficulties in the exploration process, to keep on dwelling over the various alternatives at hand, and to experience substantial difficulty arriving at firm or fully validated identity commitments (Schwartz et al., 2005). This may be because of maladaptive conscientiousness, idealistic expectations, and fear of making an improper choice (Schwartz et al., 2013). Luyckx, Schwartz, Berzonsky et al. (2008) extended the four-dimensional model by including ruminative exploration as an additional identity dimension. Openness and curiosity are part of identity exploration, but the process is also associated with anxiety and depression. Therefore, exploration can be subdivided into reflective versus ruminative components (Luyckx, Schwartz, Berzonsky et al., 2008). The dual-cycle model acknowledges exploration and commitment as processes and identity; therefore, as a fluid and dynamic process, as Erikson described it (Schwartz et al., 2013). Crocetti et al. (2007) suggest a process identity model or three-factor model of identity (the certainty-uncertainty model). Their model consists of three identity dimensions or processes: commitment, in-depth exploration, and reconsideration of commitment. Although adolescents make commitments (the choice made in areas relevant to identity), they might reflect on it and gather information regarding these commitments. Validating commitments by 24 further exploration is significant. This model captures the dynamic of forming and consolidating identity commitments by which young people form and maintain identity over time. They conclude that a stable identity is linked with the adolescent's psychosocial functioning and well-being (Crocetti et al., 2008). Most young people internalise commitments by parents. Some of these commitments will be explored in depth and will be remembered or reassessed (Meeus, 1996). Commitment and reconsideration represent certainty and uncertainty in the process of identity development. Commitment is linked with emotional security and a coherent sense of self, and reconsideration is linked with internalising symptoms and a fragmented sense of self (Schwartz et al., 2013). Armet (2009) differentiates between external and internal commitment in relation to strictly religious adolescents. External commitment is involuntary. The individual complies with religious norms; for example, confession of faith. If the commitment was made without exploration, the commitment making was external. Internal commitment will be deep-rooted, inherent, and made intentionally (De Bruin-Wassinkmaat et al., 2019). Identity style arose as a process-based expansion of the identity status model. It is a conception of the decision-making processes that lie beneath identity development (Berzonsky, 1989). Three styles were proposed: informational, which signifies a positive, open-minded, and bendable method of attending to life choices; normative, which signifies following the expectations and norms established by others (including cultural as well as familial guidelines; and diffuse avoidant, which signifies procrastination and attempting not to deal with significant life decisions (Schwartz et al., 2013). An informational style is linked with an active approach to constructing a sense of self, self-direction, autonomy, and agency. An informational style tends to be most effective culturally and in families where exploration and autonomous decision making are encouraged. A normative style is linked with a more passive approach and most effective in contexts where compliance and respect are expected and valued. The normative style is associated with solid commitments. A diffuse-avoidant style is negatively related with all the purposes that identity is postulated to serve, namely personal objectives, self-structure, reasonably expected future, and a sense of personal control over one’s life (Schwartz et al., 2013). 2.2.3 Identity in the Third Decade of Life: Emerging Adulthood Nestled between adolescence and young adulthood, the period of emerging adulthood encompasses a persistent discovery of one’s identity in society (Syed & Azmitia, 2008). From 25 the theoretical background identity is formed in the connections between the individual and the social context, in the crises within intimacy and isolation (Erikson, 1968) and developed through a set of individual choices (Kroger & Marcia, 2011). It is becoming clearer in content domains. Identity development in emerging adulthood will briefly be explored in content domains for example, ethnicity, and prosocial behaviour, religion, the interpersonal domain, vocational concerns and occupation as a domain. Emerging adults use an ethnic lens to remember and interpret their experiences in the ethnicity content domain (Syed & Azmitia, 2008). The formation of an ethnic identity is an important undertaking of emerging adults because of their increased cognitive capacities, new experiences, and the important role of peers. Developmentally and contextually emerging adults are situated in an ideal space for exploring and constructing their ethnic identities. Across ethnic groups, they apply agentic capacities to varying degrees. The degree of agency used is related directly to the coherence of the emerging adult’s identity (Schwartz et al., 2005). Prosocial behaviour tendencies are defined as behavioural tendencies meant to benefit another. The content domain of prosocial behaviour, together with the internalisation of values and religiosity, is an indication of the potential fundamental to beliefs that support positive behaviour. A focus on the self is characteristic of emerging adulthood (Arnett, 2000). The findings of Padilla-Walker et al., (2008) suggest that this time is definitely not a selfish time, as emerging adults are actively orientated toward prosocial behaviour like social responsibility and an emphasis on bearing in mind the desires and wishes of others. Staying persistent to their prosocial values implicates a change from an external foundation of motivation to an internal basis (Nelson et al., 2007). Although emerging adults are participating in experimentation with risk behaviours, this is also a time characterised by the exploration and experimentation of positive roles and orientations, as research showed higher levels of value internalisation (Nelson et al., 2007). Religion as a content domain shows higher levels of exploration concerning beliefs and lower levels of religious participation, distinctive during emerging adult years (Arnett & Jensen, 2002). Commitment adopted without much prior exploration is related to high levels of religiosity. The absence of family conflict enables eagerness to be mingled in their parents’ values and beliefs (Nelson et al., 2007). In a study of McLean et al., (2016) the question of the researchers was: “Where are emerging adults exploring their identities?” The interpersonal domain was the most common 26 domain where emerging adults explored their identity. Dating, friendship, and family (interpersonal) are an important content of emerging adults’ identity exploration (Padilla- Walker et al., 2008). Committed love relationships correspond with general identity development (Luyckx, Schwartz, Goossens et al., 2008). Vocational concerns and occupation can be a content domain where identity exploration takes place. The life span approach to career development underlines the idea that the ability to master career developmental tasks in emerging adulthood results in effective functioning and the ability to address future developmental tasks. In everyday work with emerging adults, it may be imperative to keep the developmental courses of identity in mind, including following identity work throughout the university years. The searcher class (those for whom commitment made does not help to alleviate identity confusion) will need direct counselling and intervention. Helping students to perform identity-related commitment may help to break the cycle of distress that accompanies endless identity exploration. Career development corresponds with general identity development (Luyckx, Schwartz, Goossens et al., 2008). The status approaches focus on identity development, and a key component is thinking about and reflecting on one’s experiences and options in life. A collection of thoughts and active decisions, or a lack of thought and decisions, forms identity through a status approach. The bridge to the narrative approach is also in the region of thoughts and reflecting, but in the narrative approach, the focus is the story (McLean & Pratt, 2006). In the narrative approach, identity is a life story (McAdams, 1993). The narrative approach highlights individuals’ personal assessment of their individual experiences and their stories about them (McAdams, 2013). It involves the integration and the continuity of the self through time from the past, to the present, to the future (Alisat & Pratt, 2012). Both models (the status approaches and the narrative) focus on making sense of the self through time and context, and both are important in Erikson’s theory. Each helps to provide a sense of unity and organisation to the mature self. Identity statuses as discussed above have predominantly considered existing conceptions of exploration that seemingly lead to future commitments. Narrative identity theorists have focused mainly on reconstructions of past events (Alisat & Pratt, 2012). 2.3 Narrative Identity 27 “Narrative identity is a subjective recollection of the personal past, which serves to integrate a life” (McLean & Syed, 2019, p.1). The gift of integration is unwrapped in discovering a narrative identity. It is a careful, subjective description and explanation of how a person came to be and currently is (Singer, 2004). The narrative approach grew out of Erikson’s emphasis on life span development and psychobiography. The developmental task of identity versus role confusion is described as a time when individuals try to define and to know who they are and find a sense of integration. The personal life stories of Gandhi and Luther revealed the importance of understanding the self with regard to later tasks of adult development, such as developing intimate relationships and finding one’s purpose (McLean & Syed, 2019). Narrative identity research focuses on persons’ life stories, how they make sense of the various experiences and ‘turning points’ that comprise those life stories, and the overall meaning, coherence, and valence that characterise the stories (McAdams, 2011). 2.3.1 Understanding Narrative Identity Identity is a life story and takes the form of a story with settings, scenes, characters, plots, and themes (McAdams, 2003). From this viewpoint, narrative is not only methodology, but a construct. The self is not assessed by reviewing stories; the self is a story (McLean & Pratt, 2006). The life story is a thorough reconstruction of the autobiographical past and a narrative anticipation of the imagined future that assists to clarify, for the self and others, how the person came to be and where his or her life may be going. People begin to put their lives together into narrative identities in their late-adolescent and young-adult years (Bluck & Habermas, 2000), but the process of narrative identity development endures across the life course. Cultural norms, themes, and metaphors that run through the narratives they encounter in their social lives are used in the forming of their self-defining stories (McAdams, 2011). The internalised, integrative, and ever unfolding story of the self begins forming a pattern of consistency through time, from the past, to the present, and to the future, resulting in a narrative identity (McAdams, 2008a; McAdams & McLean, 2013). Con